Song Details
- Album Release Date: 2012
- Genre: show-tunes
Song Meaning of “Soliloquy (from “Carousel”)” by Brian Stokes Mitchell
The musical, Carousel, which the song ‘Soliloquy’ comes from, follows Billy Bigelow, a carnival barker who is given a second chance at life after his passing. In this song, Billy contemplates the challenges of fatherhood and the high moral standard he must embody as a man. It is sung during Billy’s soliloquy while standing on a hilltop overlooking the fairgrounds.
The lyrics of the song have a deep, and at times, somber tone to them. They express the complexities of being a father and what it takes to raise children right. Billy bemoans his lack of capital that would provide for his unborn child and allow them a better life. He also concedes that if he chose the wrong path in life, his child would follow in his footsteps, to a life of disappointment and sorrow.
Billy speaks of the moral standard he must uphold to remain a worthy father, despite his own doubts about whether he has the strength and courage to be a great example for his son. He worries he may be judged harshly by others for the mistakes he’s made, including for putting his child through life’s hardships.
The song culminates with Billy finding the courage and strength to face the trials and tribulations of fatherhood. He recognizes it will be difficult, but as long as his child knows he gave it his best, that’s all that matters.